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Saturday, April 11, 2009 Y

i am deeply lost i dont know what to do. i am worry that i cant take it anymore. i worry i will let monster eat me up. i worry and scare. i want people to know you but not now. i am so sorry i will make up for it with surprises. i worry because of this u will bian xin sorry i worry and scare so i try very hard to show u all my love and care.i love you for who u are but i mind how i look. because alot pp put me down by saying i am fat and ugly i try to gain confident to be better. i know got alot guys notice me but so what. i dont need them. who i need is u and i wish to get recognise by u and my family. not other people. i try my best. some time i feel like leaving the world. but i c ant bear to because of u and my family. i worry if i go who will look after my family and care for u. i hopeu understand me and love me for who i am. i always scare u angry. i dont like u shout because i dont want to get angry too
i want to be happy with u instead ^^ sorry i always give face and sha jiao alot ^^i guess everybody always bully me that why i am like this. i will try to be even stronger and let the pp who BULLY ME KNOW THAT I AM NOT SOME ONE TO BE BULLY ^^ i will try but right now i am so empty. hope u got patient and pei me and acc me. coz i need love and care

and I miss you already
10:58 PM




Friday, April 3, 2009 Y

The day when superman need SOS LOLS

The differenence from ink and dirt is there no differenence at all.

a girl walking under the scorthing sun with two talking balloon. one is complaining hot while the other was thinking why was he with this girl.
draw in msn
will update soon with more drawing


and I miss you already
12:31 AM




Thursday, April 2, 2009 Y

Ms Model Tiffany Lim say to XBX: I will be the best of the best and never let you down for all the effort u put in me. I will not junk affect my goals. remember all we need is one another not people whom we dont need. i guess best friends of us are included in our diary and those who are not are in the trash can by now. why should we get angry with such people when we are more of the classy kinda? And i think to me you are the best of the best guy for me because you believe in me not like other people who only see themselves instead of other people. "Ms model No1 Tiffany Lim" ALWAYS THE FIRST PLACE IN ZHI XIONG HEART and his HEART ONLY GOT ME. other PEOPLE lied because they say what they are your best friends but end up they dont call and dont ask about you. is this call friends? if it is so, they got to reflect on themselves.
The many faces i have been through and life that i suffer for. dreams that i created and suffering which i erase away. goals which i hold on. love which push me away from nasty monster. Life with you (zhi xiong) is the best better than anyone. I dont hate anyone i only take their words as movtivations and do better than them all. this is my goal "make good use of my time and achieve better result than those people who look on me or put me down" remember no one is perfect. i am not one and i will never be. To zhi xiong i am the angel but to myself i am devil because one weakness is always good as you can improve and improve and challenge yourself for more tough time and not like some people who thinks that they are god or they are good but actually deep inside they are the worse of the junk. Just some rubbish to my eyes. people who are PRETTY ISNT REALLY PRETTY INSIDE THEY ONLY HAVE THE SHELL BUT INSIDE IS ROTTEN. but THOSE WHO ARE BEEN CALLED UGLY OUTSIDE ARE ALWAYS THE BEST PEOPLE WHO HAVE THE HEART OF GOLD. so GROW UP MAN and dont copy people BE YOUR OWN SELF MAKE YOUR OWN STYLE. disgusted by people who follow trend. Because I GOT MY OWN STYLE. I DONT CARE WHAT THEY LOOK OR WHAT THEY SAY. I AM ME and YOU ARE FUCKING WELL NOT ME so DONT PUT COMMENTS WHEN YOU KNOW NOTHING AT ALL. ZHI XIONG see i have grown to be strong now. AS slowly by slowly i am forgoting things well ^^ thanks for being there for me.
Going to UNIVERSITY NEXT YEAR OR YEAR AFTER ^^ learn is to improve myself and my own thoughts and welfare.
THE ABOVE IS ONLY FOR THE EYES OF ZHI XIONG AND NO ONE ELSE. THIS IS MY PROMISE TO HIM. I LOVE YOU. i guess no one else know you LIKE ME!!!!!! hee

and I miss you already
11:05 PM






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