Sunday, March 15, 2009 Y
i having problems in my own family and work and also friends problem
i really think and try to be positive but its so saddening
i really am working super hard to be a better person but no one understand me
even through this is my lap top i am using but my sister say why i log out her account in blog
but i am using blog too so got to log her out. so sad
this is my lap top but like its her lap top
let her use and this is the graditute she show me
i respect her but she dont respect me
its saddening
even my mum also petty doesnt want to talk to me or ask me go out with them just leave me at home with no lunch last saturday.
pretty sad about it.
then they bought shoes and clothes for themselves but non for me and worse of all is my shoes alot are going to be spoilt and my bag too.
i dont have nice bag to match with nce clothes only my green back pack. and i am broke i got no money to buy any as i gave my mum all my pay and also tebus far and train fare are paid by me. my 640 dollars just gone like this and worse of all my mum want to control my life.
i am already big enough to do things myself but its okie they dont give me money but dont control till like this.
i am also human. i have my rights to things.
and my sister say the lap top is hers and she going to take it to poly. okie fine everything is hers i am just the maid and beger staying at her house.
i have no life here in this family
very soon its time for me to move on.
and I miss you already
12:42 PM
