i just so tired of life
i think i going to give up on alot of things
because no one ever know what i like or dont like.

i hope i can jia you at my new job ^^ hoep i can do well for that job ^^ ps: whole body aching.

my mind went empty when things hurts for me
my heart frozen with fears
my sorrow reach to no one
my tears does not flow down
but hide in my deep soul
is there some one who knows me as i know them?

i fall, i crawl, i run, i stand, i fight, i win, i lose
all this doesnt matter to me
because it is life
i fall i try again
i run to follow my dreams
i stand for my own rights
i fight for my own future
i win trust and love
i lose fears and tears

i hurts everywhere
through i am strong
but i am also weak at times
i am happy go lucky but
i also have my fair share of sadness

dont think that only you are suffering
as there are people who are more suffering then us
so think that there will be some one there for you
and you will smile

through people might hurt me
but the truth is they are hurting themselves
family are always the one there for me more than anyone else
i can trust i can believe but once all this is being betray
i am sorry to say it will be gone
but i will still care for people no matter what happen

so remember i always here for anyone who in need of me

i love people who are around me
i trust them
i believe them
i will hold on to them when they fall
i will run with them to their dreams
i will ask them to stand uop for their very own rights
i will fight with them
i will teach them how to win trust and belive
i will teach them how to lose fears and tears
just like how i teach my baby lao gong
so if anyone need me i always there


if the person is worthy of my care
i will care back
if the person worthy of my understanding
i will understand them back
if the person worthy of my love
i will love them double ime they love me

but if the person is unworthy
this doesnt means i dont care or dont understand or love them back

this just will need time tyo develop
so i will be patient and wait for them to GROW up

and work together with them and teach them what they need to know

This zx parents look at how sweet they are awww ^^

i am feeling down today sick and alot things to do and baby lao gong sleep liao but no choce he tired

Forever love

The meaning of love does anyone know??

but whats the meaning of forever love?

not much people knows this meaning

unless you experience it with its up and downs

flow with the flows it display to us

run with the passion of love to that some one who calling you



the start of love
is the growth of some music and melody in our heart

which call out to some one

when the call happen

things change in our life

guessing who call you

star show you the way

some time wind maybe mislead you

to let you have some test of experience

so that when you meet that some one

you will have the knowledge to love

disprite hurts happen

love will always heal it to its original form

love may have sad and happy time

but all that depends on how u handle things

things happen always for a reason

either to test your faith in some thing or some one

i never fail any test in my life

because i experience love now and now with that some one special

and due to the fact i trust everyone

i never distrust anyone

because everyone is a test to me

for test will make us grow up


through we may cry


but we will grow stronger then anyone

i will cry

i will hurt

i will jealous

i will envy

i will angry

i will sad

but i also will

laugh

smile

joke

love

joy

trust

believe

help some one

hug some one

kiss some one

listen to some one

advise some one

look after some one

understand some one

live for some one


look at the goods things that we all share in common

some may not show it

some may not realise it

some may think they are bad because people make them feel so

but remember actually you are you

it cant be change

live life to the fullest

dont use silly ideas to end it

why not wait till hand in hand with that some one in old age

and peace float to the rainbow that lead to heaven?


love life love them love yourself

no one is ugly

no one is fat

no one is dumb

no one is silly

no one is bad

we are all good guys with a littel hint of rebel in us

but overall we are freindly guys


because life is full of surprises

and joyful things

why not enjoy it to your fullest

why not take it all is just a test to test yourself

why not challenge yourself to guess what will happen next


like this u will love life to the fullest

as tomorrow is a mystery

while today is a gift



love it and that special some one


as life is not fun and lovly with out that special some one and friends and family




love them as u will love anything


love nature like they are human

love animals like you love people

love plants as u love human


because we are one and for all.

this is what i call forever love


if we are so loving


we might life longer to enjoy life to te fullest



^^

MY LOVE DEDICATED FOR BABY LAO GONG

tears means some thing when i drop them and when they roll down my face, each drop of tears means a little some thing to me and the story that i have been through.
cries in the distance,and hiding in the corner and tears roll and splatter on to the floor and making a puddle with the story and heartfelt words i wanted to say but was force to harsh up.
why i have no enegry to run because if i run my tears will splatter on to people and troubling them with my woes
i rather not lets tears bother them.
Time cant wait for people so does tears. the tears i shred doesnt wait for me to get the problem done and cry in happiness because as human got both side, tears also got both side as in good or bad times tears.
i always wish my is for the best and hope that people eyes are looking me with peace and not horror or anger

i just want some body by me and care for me and love me for me and love my tears for how they are

i have found him

here in my life there someone
who love me for who i am
love my tears for who my tears is
never fear the tears that i shred
but help to calm my tears down
and saying sweet things to me and the tears will stop
flowing down my face
because tears understand and understood
that the some one have come for me already
and its him
My Baby lao gong



my tears will only be for u in sweet and happy times

even if its the sad time it come

we can make it go back


because i love you for who you are too


my tears and your tears are always kept locled up in my heart never get lost and bother any one



i hereby dedicated my tears of happiness just for you and no one else



I LOVE YOU YI SHANG YI SHI

pain amnd tears flow
sadness and fears crawling
under the skins
moving through your heart
making your heart cry with
tears of blood
which swims to your brains
your brains yell with horror
make your stomach
to churn and growl
moving to your hands
with blade monster right
into the meat of
your meaty arms
STOP!
Do you think this is right?
forget it
forget about
pain and tears
forget about
sadness and fear
forget about
hearts with tears
of blood
forget about
brains that yell in horror
forget about
churning stomach
forget about blade monster
forget about it
forget it
will make you a BETTER
PERSON in LIFE
so
FORGET IT!

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All you need to know
Is that she's called Missydeblue!
And remember that!
She turns a year older on DEC 20!
Don't give her anything BITTER!
But she likes SWEET things!
She will be happy to be your friend
If you want to be hers!
BUT if you want to be enenmy PLEASE FREAKING stay away
Dont come and hurt her for Nothing
SIN HUI and WEE LEONG must LAST long OKIE?
Alex hope u will be strong and ignore things that is not worth it in LIFE
Hope THAT you guys are always happy
To MY baby lao gong who came into my life on year 2006 and become my lao gong on 15/6/2007!!
DONT worry about me i am a strong girl de
I will not let you worry about me when you in ns de
So i will ignore people that needed to be ignored
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