Saturday, March 29, 2008 Y
The secret of my heart will only unravel to the special some oneso are your reaqdy to hear the secret of mi heart???
if so please read the below that all about me.
my heart twisted with pain and sadness
blood flow down my lane of memorises
craziness become my friend once i start to bleed
loneiness keep her company for a long time
only a bear to comfort her
no one bear to really held her hands of cold misery
no one hug her and left her to fend of cold of the night
all alone
in the land of misery
she have to fend for her life
and the laughter of devil at her small self
at her ugly image
at her silly forgiving self
bullying at her shadow to play with her
for no one dare to come close to the witch
or the 'outcasted'
she walk barefooted on the world without shoes
came to this world and see faces of people
'they are the same like me'
she thought
that time she only know how to crawl
and that all she did
hold on to dad and mum finger
'i am here because of you all'
'I LOVE YOU'
'FOR ALL YOU DID FOR ME'
but as she grow
she start to have thinking
'i am always left out'
'why'
'am i not the same'
' i am so good'
'but why'
'i am still left out'
'maybe its just me'
she cry to her heart
'take me away from here'
' i wish i am not born'
but her heart reply
'No you are not alone'
'wait for the special one to find you or you to find him'
'and you will be forever happy'
'and learn to love everyone as you go along'
'you will grow to be more warm'
'no more sadness'
'no more darkness'
'no more devil laughinh at you'
'jia you'
i am beating in you as you are feeling for me
i will always join you in your mind for comfort
through at times i am sad and emotional
but i still love you
each and everyone
in my life
'I LOVE YOU'
My special arrive in a strange and funny way
for quarrel = to love each other more
for scolding make us grow
to tough us up for the road ahead of us.
my special one is more slow in receiving meassage from me
but i love him as he is
hope he wouldnt be sad
becoz mi heart will skip a beat
dun make me cry or angry
promise me you will love forever
hug me if you want a support
kiss me if you to be love
hold me in your arms as you never did b3fore
for i will hug you back to give you warm
kiss you to make you feel love is there
hold me and i will hold you double more then what you did
because you are worth it
i love you unconditionally
hope you will too
i dun expect you to change but i want your to hear mi feeling
becoz if i love you
i will be honest
dun be scare to walk over when i am angry to hold me
you might not know mayb have some thing happen to me
dun be scare to hold me wen i cry
becoz i am hurting too much that why i cry
dun be scare to joke wif me
through at time i look so serious
but i am also joking only
dun be scare to tell me anytin
becoz i love you
i will do anytin for you
no matter wat is it
wat sort of tin
i am willing to bear the pain and give in
becoz you are the special one
mi xiao bu xiong
aka
zx
love you so much
pls dun break me
becoz if you do there wun be refund.
i am the one and oly stock around
treasure me as i treasure you
i love u 1314.
and I miss you already
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